[Elena nods a little.]

I just... I don't know. I can accept that I survived when other people died. I know I have a right to my life and all that.

But Jeremy died because of me. It wasn't that he died for me or he just got caught in the crossfire like so many other people. More than that though, he's my little brother. It's my job to protect him and I royally screwed that up.

I can't just let things lie the way they are.