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[forgetyourusedtobe]

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I know some of you are probably sick of hearing things like this, but if anybody needs help with anything - even if you just want company or something - let me know. I know I could probably use some company myself.

private - Horatio.

I just want to say thanks for everything you did down there. And for treating me like a person.

private - Scott.

Can we talk?

[Normally she'd go to Dean about this, but with the way he is? She isn't really sure she wants him to know she's a vampire right now. And she'd consider talking to Mal, but they don't exactly have the same kind of problems.]

That last port was just messed up and I don't... [She almost says she doesn't have anyone to talk to about it, but that's not true. Abigail would probably listen if she did, but she doesn't feel this is something to dump in her lap either.] I don't really have anyone else I wanna talk to about it.

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[forgetyourusedtobe]

[She listens to him while he speaks, nodding a little. She doesn't know if that holds true entirely, but there are enough pieces of truth to it that she can believe it. How long did all of them continue grasping at something that wasn't there anymore? How long did they keep struggling to bring things back to make life the way it was supposed to be.]

[Elena used to think she was afraid of having everything spelled out for her, to have her whole life written for her before she began. But now she realizes her fear comes from not having a future she can control. Sometimes she still struggles to control more than she's reasonably able to. Other days she lets it go and instead takes it one step at a time.]

Because the rest of it is dead. Everyone's gone.