If I took the cure [a word she says as a very concrete and real thing] tomorrow, I couldn't go back to being human. Not really.

It wouldn't undo the things I did. The things I feel now. Maybe there was a time when I could have gone back and it would have been okay, but not now.

I'm still me, but... [She shrugs a little.] Being a vampire is part of who I am now.

[And she doesn't think anyone back home is going to readily understand that. Certainly not Stefan and Damon who have been doing everything they can to get her to first, care about it and second, take it.]