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[forgetyourusedtobe]

text - arkin.

Hey, I wanted to ask you something.

text - abigail.

Are you busy?

video.

I've been thinking a lot since we were able to talk to people from home.

I've never really been away from home before until now. Not for a really long time anyway. Not like this. I miss the people there, but...

[There's a small pause.]

I'm not sure if I want to go home. I don't mean staying on the Barge. I know that once I'm done here, I'm done. But just...staying in Mystic Falls? I don't know if I can go back to my life like that. I don't know if I can go back to the same people like that.

Does anyone else feel like that?

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[forgetyourusedtobe]

Is it one anything like yours?

[secretasshole]

Not exactly. It's over a century in the past.

[forgetyourusedtobe]

You aren't worried about fitting in?

[secretasshole]

Not particularly. I was designed to integrate as seamlessly as possible with my human counterparts.

[forgetyourusedtobe]

What if someone finds out you're not exactly human? You're not worried about that?

[secretasshole]

No. One of my new colleagues is very good at covering our tracks.

[forgetyourusedtobe]

I guess that's good.

[secretasshole]

Where are you thinking of going?

[forgetyourusedtobe]

I don't really know. Maybe my world, just somewhere different. Maybe somewhere else entirely.

[secretasshole]

At least you have time to decide.

[forgetyourusedtobe]

Upshot to eternity, right?

[secretasshole]

There are some benefits.

[forgetyourusedtobe]

Could be a drawback though.

[She worries sometimes she might just avoid making decisions or be unable to where she has eternity now rather than a single lifetime.]